Funny how jury duty is the one of those things that really makes me feel old. Sigh. How does that whole process work anyway? How many days/weeks is this thing gonna take? Do I have to wear a shirt and tie everyday?!? AND PANTS?!? I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!! [/lex luger]

Maybe I should just say I'm prejudiced against all races, that always works rite?!!?!

Anyway, not much has happened since school started except for me being completely fucking broke which sucks eggs. I want to get a job but I have tons upon tons of work at school and I have been on this TERRIBLE sleeping drought that makes me wake up tired as fuck. Surprisingly, this hasn't affected my mood in the least. I've been feeling pretty happy for awhile now but I have no idea why. Even Valentine's Day I was feeling happy, and let's just say I don't much care for that day my good sir(s). Except for the "I choo-choo-choose you" card, that card is GENIUS.

And now for a few points about the year thus far:

- I've been having very, VERY vivid dreams and I'm starting to remember most of them which would make for good stories I suppose. Some good dreams, and others that are just very horror movie in the face (read: stupid).
- I'm convinced something big is going to happen for/to me, not sure if its good or bad though. I'm hoping good.
-I'm convinced something big is going to happen to someone I know, particularly bad. No, I don't see anyone dying or some extreme thing like that. At least they'll take some solace in knowing that much.
- I'm really looking forward to this summer. Ever since I started college I've really enjoyed my summers. Probably because thats the time most of the jerks come back from school. Or maybe it's that giant assfuck 4 month break we get. Yeah, I think it's the latter.
- Turning 20 this year, bigggg cocktease of a year this is. 2009 and subsequently 21 is the money year. I wonder how much things will change when I'm 21, if at all.
- Trying to make new friends, for real this time.
- My first year that I get to vote for our President. Truth be told, I'm not sold on anyone yet and like I've said before (I think), I'll probably be voting against someone rather than voting for someone.
- As soon as I get money, I plan on buying a few books. Particularly philosophy books and books on governments and how they work.
- Brawl is going to occupy most of my free time. I need a life. =]

Obligatory Valentines Day Card

All ads should be like this.

Some of the best lyrics ever written imo

Godspeed You! Black Emperor- The Dead Flag Blues

The car's on fire and there's no driver at the wheel
And the sewers are all muddied with a thousand lonely suicides
And a dark wind blows
The government is corrupt
And we're on so many drugs
With the radio on and the curtains drawn

We're trapped in the belly of this horrible machine
And the machine is bleeding to death

The sun has fallen down
And the billboards are all leering
And the flags are all dead at the top of their poles

It went like this

The buildings tumbled in on themselves
Mothers clutching babies picked through the rubble and pulled out their hair

The skyline was beautiful on fire
All twisted metal stretching upwards
Everything washed in a thin orange haze

I said, "Kiss me, you're beautiful..
These are truly the last days"

You grabbed my hand and we fell into it
Like a daydream or a fever

We woke up one morning and fell a little further down
For sure it's the valley of death

I open up my wallet
And it's full of blood